TribeAwaken

The Writing · since 2019

A few questions I have not let go of.

I have been writing this down since 2019, mostly early, before anybody needed anything from me.

It is not a blog. I do not post to keep up. I write when a question will not leave me alone, and then I keep writing about that same question for years, from different sides, until I understand it a little better than I did.

So these are grouped by the question they belong to, not by the month they went up. Inside each one they run oldest first, because the interesting part is watching a thought change its mind.

Some of it was written by other hands — my nieces, my family, people I sat down with. Those say so.

Tony Skrelūnas's grandfather, in a striped shirt with his hair tied back, holds a herding stick in one hand and his great-grandson's hand in the other, beside a flock of sheep in tall dry grass
My grandfather, in his eighties here, out with the flock and my son.

Stream · 2026 · 11 pieces

Intergenerational Healing

My great-grandmother raised me in a hogan on Big Mountain where almost nothing came as explanation, and what I took in there, the calm of that house, the watched word, the joke told before the hard thinking, turned out to be the method I have been teaching ever since, at Twin Arrows, at 1440, and in the meditations I have been recording since Labor Day. These are the newest pieces, and they circle one question: how a nervous system is handed down a family line, and how a person, then a home, then a community gets it settled again.

Dawn in high desert country: an older woman works alone with a hoe at the edge of a cornfield, mist low over the field and red sandstone mesas behind
The Work Only My Grandmother Knew AboutNovember 10, 2026

Stream · 2019–2026 · 17 pieces

Ancestral Economics

The oldest economies on earth were not built for shareholder wealth. They were built for honor, for kinship, and for the great-grandchildren. The question underneath all of these is the same one: where does the money go after it leaves your hand, and what would it take to keep it home. The autumn of 2020 sits in the middle of this stream, when the coal plants were closing and the roads were shut, and I went looking for the people who were still open for business.

A gathering seated at round tables under a large tent
The Final Council: Building a Post-Extraction FutureNovember 15, 2025

Stream · 2020–2025 · 6 pieces

The Long Ride

My cousin brought motorcycles to sheep camp when I was a boy, and I have never gotten over the feeling of flying down a dirt road. These are about my own road: the machines, the fear you have to ride through, and what it takes to step out front when nobody hands you the lead.

A Triumph Tiger adventure motorcycle parked on a forest road at sundown
A Biker Review of the Triumph Tiger 1200 XCANovember 25, 2020

Stream · 2020–2026 · 5 pieces

The Doctorate

I started this doctorate as an extension of my MBA more than twenty-five years ago, and the work never slowed down enough to let me finish it. These are the addresses given from podiums along that road, and the statements of purpose I wrote to remind myself what the work is for.

An old color photograph of an elder in a headscarf and a child standing beside a pickup truck
30,000 Years, and a Formula That Still WorksJanuary 29, 2020

Stream · 2026 · 4 pieces

The Novels

What the essays argue, the fiction carries. Stone Breath came out on the solstice, on purpose, and The Council Fire is out now, with a family walking the red path on its cover.

Stone Breath, the coverThe Council Fire, the cover
The two that are out. Both at ancestralwatch.com.
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